You are the broken insect that is casting off its skin Because your head is broken you are drowning
From the bottom of your tied heart You keep your pet till it dies "This sensation is like a floating dream" It is more than just imagined pain The solitude of reality is unbearable "Will I end up as ash then ?" These sad words were spilled from your mouth Covered you completely
What intention do the pictures that were seen by you in your last moment want to show ? "The image of a falling butterfly without wings" The shadow of the depressing silence is not touched I don't understand why the reason of this grief falls into oblivion
You, who's stuck to this shaking body, you are the wind of the day on which I was born "At least" I can remember your warmth But the things I was burdened with aren't vanishing Again I can laugh at this "someday" I'm searching for it somewhere
So long me ... No matter how long I am killing me with this torture No matter how long I hate these things I am burdened with I will not even hold one in my hands
You don't stop holding me in your last moment The feet that are paralised on the bottom of loneliness "An image that doesn't stop rotting" The depressing inverted shadow never vanishes again You turn to dust and therefore my pain does not rot
Loved are the places that do not lie in the sun The ants that are crawling on this earth gather to eat I imitated your jealousy with envy The pity blurs your shadow
I knew it from the beginning so I'm not sad Little by little, little by little, like being able to count the numbers The color of the withering plants[1] becomes dim; I can't tell when the season ends
The day I follow your footprints is calling to the day I listen to your footsteps. To me, who has no desires, tomorrow is something which can't be changed
Following the sound of the withering plants, I can feel the season ending When the flowers color and bloom in profusion, what will be left to me?
The moon closes the curtain , but the sun shines on me I knew it from the beginning, so I'm not sad
Even if I open my eyes and the night isn't over, even if there are no shining stars there, Even if the lights that color the streets all extinguish... I've seen enough of the happy faces of those I must protect, the last breaths of those I love, so it's alright now
A hint of a Plastic case Suicide music [1+2] A legal Psycho on a perfect Red line [3] "Your thoughts fall ill imitation like [4] So, a Backbone that melts into a Frenzy" Melancholy and razor play "The Backbone which is bent like this" A head full of biting words [5] Black eyelids and lips The healing darkness is My place I write with a lacking blade like a relief for the mouth which doesn't have any lies [6] I even forget the words, right ? Unstable hobby
It gnaws at your brain. Envy mind and abnormal shudder It gnaws at your brain. Envy mind and tenacity of purpose
Sad razor play ... So cold day
Scream your self ... Drain your self ... Without forget to yearn for liberty Scream your self ... Scream your pain Without concealing the selves
In the redness that tried to awake I feel you near me
The repeating sound of the ripped pages I give this torn to pieces facial expression a deep KISS "Cover your love with a mask I swear it for a whole life I will not be totally blended with despair" Melancholy and razor play So, not totally blended with ...
Slow cold rain Even the wish I constantly repeat Slow cold rain Melts into loneliness
Don't separate me from this hand Because what I felt so closely was surely all The "you" in the letter Slow cold rain It goes along in the cheek.
It is not possible to escape.
A hint of a Plastic case Suicide music A legal Psycho on a perfect Red line "Your thoughts fall ill imitation like So, a Backbone that melts into a Frenzy" Melancholy and razor play "The Backbone which was bent like this"
To a not wished future I wish that day to ... I've sworn to "you" One moment in a life time ... To a not desired change An ideal put on under pressure I even wished I dropped an Unstable idea
Scream your self ... Drain your self ... Without forget to yearn for liberty Scream your self ... Scream your pain Without concealing the selves
With this hands which are not reaching out and this feet which are not making a step forward My faults are dancing in a squared miniature garden
For an over ridiculed reason that demand and value was amiss The severance sleeping next to me was foolish so the meaning of that crumbling sight, the rotting meaning To the origin of the gathering crow The numbers escaping for zero are chasing me The ideal shape turning in an irregular way is fiercely melting like it is being sewed together
What is really floating in a pupil is a shell Is that the fault of my paralysed heart?
The light that is interrupting the sky is falling onto the earth The dream of a baby is sootheíng the grieving voices An inflamed lie that was paint out too often A moth that is falling with the wings of a butterfly Love that is drowning behind grief Onlookers that are reaching their hands out for the corpse An old lady laughing about tomorrow that's groveling Somehow that's the way I want it to be
Aimless pain is covering my surroundings completely I'm closing my eyes, but enlightening the poem can't heal my wounds
Demise started to bloom all over the wall Everytime somebody asked for oblivion My poem that got burned over a loss is drowning at the bottom of gloomy nothingness
... ... reborn, reborn, reborn, evil children of death ... Test one three we were reborn yeah Time to be evil, that's about that text ... ...
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I ask you it. Have you tasted sorrow? 「The feelings are deeper than death...」 Teach it. Why does not tragedy have an end? Why is it?
You are afraid of the crowd. [Coward!] Even the excrement can't be picked up. [Coward!] A bottomless depression You are afraid of the crowd. [Coward!] You can't wipe even blood to flow. [Coward!] You are afraid of the crowd.
Is it the punishment in proportion to a crime ? Laws cannot heal pains all the time. Can you deny it? Even if time passes, the wound does not fade away. Before distortions increase. Please command death penalty. Discussion is not necessary. Carry out death penalty early !
The weak of a red mask. Hell drawing. The crowd who is confused. The follower who does not die out. The coward of red eyes. Hell drawing. The crowd who is confused. Hey coward...please die!
You are afraid of the crowd. [Coward!] Even the excrement can't be picked up. [Coward!] A bottomless depression You are afraid of the crowd. [Coward!] You can't wipe even blood to flow. [Coward!] You are afraid of the crowd. Carry out death penalty early !
The weak of a red mask. Hell drawing. The crowd who is confused. The follower who does not die out. The coward of red eyes. Hell drawing. The crowd who is confused. Hey coward The distortion does not vanish "An imitation of an imitation" A chain reaction.
Filthy authorities, swinging morals on people You elitists fall down on your imaginary rai I spit at you and walk my own path! Don't mess with us, we're the hooligan dogs! I won't face right or anything, that's stupid We're the ones raising fingers, brewing in shadows We'll vomit back your poison, you can't erase our freedom With "We won't accept your ways!"...
You kick off arrangements you don't like with a "thank you"
'Just bad-mouthed youths', they say, but we won't lose 'They'll never change' We'll be like we are from now on, it's okay not to be right 'It's because of puberty...'
"I won't become a bad adult"
By the way, dear, I've done some bad things, my heart fell I'll I just wanna have more fun than other, more fun than others
You thank over-familiar arrangements with a "thank you"
Unable to do anything, scared, alone and faithful to rule I don't wanna become an adult like that Hooligans and anti-smokers, we were all born in this town So I'll keep singing
'Just bad-mouthed youths', they say, but we won't lose 'They'll never change' We'll be like we are from now on, it's okay not to be right 'It's because of puberty...'
The reverse side of beauty It dyed by beloved filth.
The firefly that sunk into the ocean of glamor Denial is a lie over a desire The temperature dyed in contradictions The reasoning worn on caresses Dancing and melting into the youth suddenly Obscenely...
My mind which falls
Your seed and my seed never mixes. The connection of this blood is eternal. You cannot finish suppressing the desire. To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]
The heartpounding hunger from stopping a sigh Without comprehending, searching for guren
Closet mind is distorted instability. please release me before breaking. How long... In humiliation The countless fatal scar was born.
[Sexual disgrace]
Prohibited budd... Reckless driving memory... The kin' collapses... Near relatives on death... The smell of a cigarette smell breath&shit Moment that bitter white jam is mixed Inside of a brain caused an error and goes by the sweet bug
The tip of your tongue crawling on my neck, and your hands Your desired facial expression Stain it with guren
Closet mind is distorted instability. please release me before breaking. So long... In humiliation The final art is your dead face
When speaking figuratively you seem to be a crow that wanted to dive on the water's surface with spread wings What are the eyes seeing that pretend to be innocent?
Please give ease to the girl who's thin hands are pointing to the sky...
A rosary made of brass hangs around your neck and was replaced by a light brown leather rope The hymn mixed with a smile is interrupted and at the same time you lose your footing
While watching the trembling shadow, rationality is mutilated Understanding has no meaning in this scattered cult like the tone of a bell that's ringing coldly
February is decorated in taciturnity, palms put together in a deep prayer To God, unable to save, please answer me... Experiencing life's value in death, this death lets the flowers of life bloom A colorless God and a sleeping withered rose I hold onto the drowning you, let's face the beautiful darkness
In order for wax to melt, it's shape was taken When tomorrow is left without shadows, what is there more than reality ? I want to aknowledge you, please don't be sad, even if there's nothing reflected in these eyes anymore
February is decorated in taciturnity, palms put together in a deep prayer To God, unable to save, please answer me... Experiencing life's value in death, this death lets the flowers of life bloom I'm singing those deserted words
Your birthday is decorated in taciturnity, no matter how many times the celebrating of this day was continued You were born and raised here, at the place you loved Weakly it continues trembling and flowing, this eternal sleep in beauty. Your journey was decorated by red roses.
What I asked peacefully is to never entrust the language of emotions Can you laugh from your heart, I wonder if there is any happiness?
What I did because of my weakness was surely for the sake of those "dearest" to each other
Let's see in the cold bed... Please give me a gentle kiss... The two of us, melting into the silk
Loving, being loved, knowing sadness the chewed for sighs Just embracing, being embraced, only this Without wishing anything else Truth can't been seen "If you wish look" No... I just want to change the words little by little
Before you desire the,, most loved I want you to let go of this hand
Let's see in the cold bed... Please give me a gentle kiss... I know that i can't return
Loving, being loved, knowing sadness the chewed for sighs What repeats the behaviour of meeting with this knowledge That because I could see the loneliness inside of this feeling of embracing and being embraced I was able to forgive you
The fingers, laying on top of one another, seems like their gonna be taken away. I long for the answer, even tough i know how foolish it is The overflowing sorrow Melting sorrow
Giving sorrow, getting sorrow, knowing love the entwined sighs That i can't escpade from it is not a lie Everytime I repeat it, warmth grows in this soft lie It seems like my breathing stops
Even when I can see my confusion in the toughness of loving again You-re the one who shuts my eyes to it Shaking and drowning in this someone who wipes away the loneliness
I'm sorry... just a little while more, let me sleep by your name.
The passing days drew us closer The pain is matched with joy Reflecting in both hands I cry when I think of you The sadness that rains there It's fine to not know about it In my rest I remembered the shivering What are these insufficient eyes looking at?
Please don't fade away Let me hear the tiny sigh Crying in the small heartbeat I want you come here!
If there's a continuation in unchanging dreams Don;t let it stop somehow... Even if it isn't called happiness The drowning days that don't overlap
Please don't fade away Let me hear the tiny sigh Crying in the small heartbeat I want you come here!
Even the hands of salvation it remains ambiguous The cocoon of shredded seconds Will the string be torn off and reduced to ashes?
Please don't fade away I want to hear the tiny sigh In the sound of the small heartbeat Please let the ungrazed prayer reach you Embracing the name which I cannot call out Counting on my fingers, tomorrow won't disappear I heard with clogged ears The sound that swayed the cradle
In the spring that can't be retrieved, the crimson lotus blooms
If I'm to dry up completely and be crushed, at least let it be by you I'm surrounded by beautiful flowers, but I would rather be close to you This brittle happiness is short-lived Things like that cannot be changed My beloved, my beloved is simply you... I always relied on you, and every time, you would caress me gently On days when there was no rain, you would give me water so I could live strong But before I knew it, you disappeared I'm still just one flower [blooming]* in vain Flowers can only wither if they are not given water Flowers can only die if no light falls on them As it is, in my final hours I am afraid as the darkness creeps in and encircles me Even now while I try to find the light, the darkness creeps in and encircles me
If someone would take pity on me, then I could [bloom]* into an exceedingly beautiful flower Everyone wants to live being loved by someone Flowers can only become ugly and wither if no one gives them water Dying flowers don't leave a bud behind Before, my eyes were shrouded in darkness I struggled but was being crushed As for you, if it were really you I felt that you would come rescue me from this place Where I'm crying inside this revolving lantern** The feeling you gave me Was it just a dream created by my desires? It seems that soon I'll wither away without knowing the answer
I'm not that far away from the knife Even this distance is lovely Please freeze my malice. Rape me in that cold eye and kindness.
My beloved things grow and rot in this "humidity" Soon this depression will follow the shadows Pile up the creeping numbers so that you can bite through them I remember the things that make myself satisfied There's no malice in the voice of torn greed I deposit my repentance in this song I seem to be entrusted lovingly Even now I wonder after how many lies it will end
I am captivated by unconsciousness Is your doubt hidden by caresses ? 「Foolish brain」 It knows… Please freeze my malice. Rape me in that cold eye and kindness. This is the last lie
My beloved things grow and rot in this "humidity" Soon this depression will follow the shadows Pile up the creeping numbers so that you can bite through them I remember the things that make myself satisfied There's no malice in the voice of torn greed I deposit my repentance in this song My beloved things are rotting with Speed I can't turn back twice I am dreaming
Ugly acting and song You're just a can't-dance Handsome Your copulation is dirtier than money Unprincipled strategist Abuse, middle aged spread Feeling like a braggart at the nook of a BROWN pipe
Please disappear because it is an eyesore
You were born from the mouth? Nothing but continuing flattery from your knothole Your copulation is dirtier than money Unprincipled strategist Abuse, middle aged spread The half-crazed brat is drenched to the bone
Please disappear because it is an eyesore It fails together if going straight
Curtain of wine red cannot tell apart As it flows down A dancing dream Imitating left and right Crooked Masquerade
In a decorated swaying love Drowning in this moment Those who swarm to you are instant sympathizers A ruined greenhouse Prince A CHANDELIER in the back of your head Those dying-out days Your sympathy is a Hyena
The voice that bloomed in your face Is a worthless pile of idealism Facile “Eternity” is an overused dream
With mulitcoloured tears With mulitcoloured words If painted over, could you exist with that face? The imprint seen over and over In the lies given over and over You’re rotting as you’re self absorbed See?
The little freedom which I know All which I should keep It may be lost someday Anyone is the same I stood in this stage and have noticed it Am I who sings there truth? It is wrong! I am here
Let's deliver nonfiction A song like misfortune pride I vomit original pain The only means to prove oneself
I have a beloved person and family Nothing is different from you Look as one human being I have a lot of hateful guys Nothing is different from you Look as one human being
Honor and position aren't important Do you remember it? It becomes a motherfucker
The little freedom which I know The dream which I should keep It may be lost someday Am I who sings there truth? It is wrong! I am here No one can be saved with lie
Let's deliver nonfiction A song like misfortune pride I vomit original pain To ascertain each other's wound Let's deliver all of me A song like misfortune pride In the middle of chaos The only means to prove oneself
Soon it's been one and a half years since we've met each other As we had several quarrels we did seperate Gradually the time we spent together became less Our mutual values became different
The one who took away your cheerful smile was me
I started to forget the feelings I had towards you At last now as it is too late I become aware of them Because you've always cried alone, haven't you I'm sorry, I only created feelings of loneliness
"It's the 8th of June, this bright day is your birthday You're delighted by this small shortcake like a child Everything seemed to be seemed to be seemed to be full of happiness In whatever year whatever year whatever year it never changed"
The one who broke your smiling face was me More than anyone else I wanted to understand you
On the beach where we used to walk together Are only one pair of footprints left Your heart that was so near is now so far away That I have lost sight of it
The memories I have are only good memories When I remember them now they are more than happy Although I remembered everything too late I am really glad that I have met you
"I want to return to that summer when I was with you, whom I have lost I cannot return to that summer when I was with you, whom I have lost"
I decided I had no regrets A woman alone at Tokyo Station, I'm so tired... And there's no reason to live
I thought the happy days would continue forever There's this baby in my belly who looks just like you
I was so happy, so happy, but for some unknown reason, I couldn't stop crying Does it make you unhappy? Is it a burden for you? Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word?
The spring I was seventeen, I hated him and the wedding dress hanging on the wall The last glimpse I had of you as you walked away is burnt into my retinas and won't leave me
"I'm tired of loving you," you said, and left without another word Do you know...how I felt waiting for you all that time...?
The pain wells up again Though I scream, nothing changes and I'm still dragging your shadow along I don't want to make things hard for this baby who will eventually be born I'm sorry. I can't even hold you tenderly as a mother should The spring I was seventeen, I cried over my memories, though I know I can never return to those days again Somewhere deep in my heart, I reach out my hand
Does it make you unhappy? Is it a burden for you? Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word? The wedding dress hanging on the wall... "Where are you now?" "Are you doing well?" "Has your life been happy?" "You're not how you used to be..." With the wailing of this baby I haven't seen yet, I wait for spring...
Ah, the fine blue sky depresses me again today. I feel like being overwhelmed by garbage. I just fret myself and it irritates me again today. Please go away, Please don't kill me anymore. Ah, the puberty impulse is speeding up. The world doesn't care about me anyway. I am tired of pretending I'm a good boy. It's over now. The less representing "me".
I remember it when I close my eyes. The head on asphalt. The spreading red. Manualed TVs will be slowly filled with my name.
Love and kindness are foreplay of betrayal. That's why I don't want to be loved by anyone. I try to be invisible and unwanted stuff. Then I may feel much calmer than now.
The depressingly fine afternoon Red sirens and dull adults I get legal restraints on both my wrists. It spreads coldly. When I listen carefully, then I hear the young screaming of pain. The cutting ballade Classmates behind mosaics tell the cameras "Did he do it? It's unbelievable."
I have healed by hurting somebody, Surrounded by hooting I head to a new stage. Cherry blossoms can be slightly seen between monotone car's windows. The spring has bloomed all over town. To myself in 13 years later, am I smiling naturally? I may find something and will be able to change by then, I am still alive with facing up to the crime. The depressingly fine blue sky cannot be seen from my prison.
The jail-term is 13 years and one year and four months from parole.
A poem in my heart was inane I couldn't look for a meaning When I look back Nothing was left behind there
As time passes My song will fade, like a flower My withered song that shouldn't still be echoing A perishing poem
Searching for the past It will be seperated from me I thought I understood Yet, why does it hurt? The sound of the ring still remaining in my ears Nothing changed since then How long will it echo on for me?
Even though nothing has changed And even though I'm looking forward more than before It's strange It's gradually getting farther away I can't reach it This should be the same loneliness, and yet What am I searching for? I don't know anymore Before I realized it I had already taken off Realizing my own powerlessness When I look back There I was completely dried up
When I'm so sad I can't stand it Like my overflowing tears My song tells no lies When I'm so happy I can't speak If I can just sing that song like my smile's poem
The violent trembling still continues My breath is cut off Frozen in my place As same as that time When I had nothing I don't want to go back To those cold days
In the dreams I've had since I was young One step at a time, still one step at a time We support each other Laugh together Cry and hurt each other Let's walk togethr in a dream of the same color
To the one who showed me when the pain was unbearable The one who supported my weakness and believed in me I can only say it with awkward words, but Until my withered voice runs out I want to stay here
When I'm so sad I can't stand it Like my overflowing tears My song tells no lies When I'm so happy I can't speak If I can just sing that song like my smile's poem
Don't escape to your selfishness anymore Is it necessary to fawn on me ? Don't leave me alone anymore In reality I only wonder whether I want to be fawned on
Don't escape to your selfishness anymore At least when you're crying I want to be on your side We are not alone anymore, right I'm the one who allows you everything when I'm facing you
The lukewarm wind shakes the candle If the light goes out I want to vanish too To hide my irritation I hold you up in my arms You lick my tears off
Beloved bABy ... I don't need something in the form of mere words My bABy ... I love you katherine It would be nice if you stayed Sad bABy ... I'm okay soon You are the one that resembles me so much My bABy ... I need you katherine Stay only with me
As for healing your loneliness Lukewarm wind and camal As for healing your loneliness katherine with blue eyes
Don't escape to your selfishness anymore Why did it end with you hating me ? Why are you looking at me and why are you screaming With this sad seeming voice ...
The lukewarm wind blows the candle out The light went out and you stopped screaming I touched you tenderly Your small body just Came before me and fell down slowly
Beloved bABy I'm okay soon because I've came across you Beloved bABy I guess you're tired This night you will be on my lap Good night bABy I love you katherine I'm stroking your still warm cheek Good night bABy I won't forget The last moment before my eyes was nice ...
In the Trunk is the blue-eyed katherine The klaxon resounds I didn't have any doubts and the like The lonely katherine who resembled me so much Now I will ... you
Since I have met you I became able to always laugh more than in the past I memorised it so that I wasn't disliked I also cooked and did the laundry for you Therefore make me stay by your side Because I'm trying my best
I love you. I love you like this Will you become aware of it ? Of my unrequited love ...
Don't go, be here I want to be at your side With a little it's fine, With a little it's fine Look at me In anxiety, in anxiety ... My chest contracts painfully Still I wonder whether I'm really useless ...
I want to hear your voice, I want to hear it I'm staring at the phone that doesn't ring I want to meet you, I can't meet you, I'm waiting Where should I go so that I can meet you ?
I guess that this me must be able to do anything for you
I am always encouraged by your gentle smile ...
It's fine with only a little You will make me one of your memories Then Certainly, because I will be forgotten I won't say goodbye I seem to start crying, therefore I will laugh in the end I say thank you ... bye bye My unrequited love ...
The picture of loneliness that I saw in mixed colors Is melting before my eyes skillfully it's taking off its shell
Manipulated by the addiction to the ideal of incontinence I can't even keep the balance in my skull "Something is laughing" I'm getting distorted while losing you I entrust my neck to a tangled intention
Affection on the surface. Peel off pretence !
Because of my shame that I ripped of I'm fainting in agony, this unpainted face is distorted by the truth "Something is laughing" I'm decorating these feelings of sorrow This unpleasant existence is calling out for nausea
Affection on the surface. Peel off pretence !
I'm unable to grasp your reaching hand My thoughts are scattering and melting together The fading days are gazing at these pictures that wither and die For you even the printed dreams will disappear
You are in a part of the gear.
Before long I start trembling from something that is stuck in my throat I know that in the light which was given are shadows Those inexperienced days are smashed up I'm heavily burdened in my sleep I get confused by knowing that nothing can save me
Suddenly I'm drained I'm dreaming and Although it keeps on pressing me down An error is deep… The tears overflow after such a long time
I'm unable to grasp your reaching hand My thoughts are scattering and melting together The fading days are gazing at these pictures that wither and die As long as my voice is flaking off it can't be heard "anymore"
You, who knows this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again You hope that the flowers that changed their colors will bloom someday You, who knows this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling The colorful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again
My observed breaths are raising the shadows Even my facial expression gets weak
The skin that won't come off from this twisted face I'm pulling on that rotten string with a silent violent emotion
The eyes that drain the truth will open their untrembling mouth tomorrow
la lala la lala la la I do nothing but stare at this small box la lala la lala lala la The darkness sinks to the bottom
I'm painfully charmed by the question "why" My flooded eyes overflow What attraction do I give birth to next
I point to the projected fragment To receive it I have to reveal the root
What purpose do I have and what do I want to convey ? What does my meaningless soul elucidation save me from ?
la lala la lala la la Even in this small box la lala la lala lala la The darkness sinks deeply
I'm painfully charmed by the question "why" My flooded eyes overflow It keeps being repeated Painfully I'm enchanted by this loneliness What should my eyes that are nothing but clouded be searching for ?
In this place that is heavier than a forbidden word ...
Hey, you're watching my expressions like that So you can find words that won't hurt my feelings, right?
"That we couldn't believe in each other is...?" Your fault? "That I couldn't believe in you is...?" My fault.
Every time I laugh, your face looks so desolate Is it because I laugh when you're heartbroken? [And so...] So because of that, I'm running from your words again I made your wounds deeper when I deprived you of your place
"You didn't notice?" That's not it "You pretended not to notice" I was just trying to avoid you
I heard your voice calling out my name over and over again But I just covered my ears and repeated those silent words... "[I'm sorry]"
Every time you yearn for me [Last bouquet] my heart is stripped away You desperately try to find the right words [Last bouquet] because [you think] this is the only place for you Every time you [say you] love me [Last bouquet] my feelings are stripped away You can no longer go back to that place [Last bouquet] that had become your reason for living
[Ah] You're still confused, but the string [tying us together] has already been severed
[Every time I laugh, your face looks so desolate Is it because I laugh when you're heartbroken?]
[Every time you yearn for me [Last bouquet] my heart is stripped away You desperately try to find the right words [Last bouquet] because [you think] this is the only place for you Every time you [say you] love me my feelings are stripped away]
You keep calling me, again and again; your ringtone wails for me to take your call Over and over, again and again, I recall how so unforgivably cruel I was to you Please don't keep sobbing over and over again just because I couldn't love you Over and over, again and again, I find myself wishing that you didn't love me anymore I want you to resent me to just wipe me from your memories I want you to forget about me
3This song is the last flower I'll give you, as well as the last love More than anything, in this moment, I realize how cruel I really am